the only thing thats helping me right now is music, my phone/laptop, and drawing. there something seriously wrong and i actually feel so fucking miserible idgaf about spellong right now because i just wanna fuckiing complain about everything, im so insecure, immature, etc. when i get yelled at by my mom i cry/flinch then she says some stuff like "you do this every time!, you just sit there and cry."/"why are you flinching like someones about to hit you?!?" it a fucking NATURAL REACTION MOM. Ii dont FUCKING KNOW WHAT MY MOMS PROBLEM IS BUT ITS SO ANNOYING AND SHE PUT PARENTAL CONTROLS ON BOTH MY PHONES, MY ONLY COPING MECHANISIM TAKEN AT NIGHT. MY PHONES TURN OFF AT NIGHT AT 10:00 PM. whoever made family link i will FUCKING find you. you made my life HELL.