I hate my body for so many reasons. I'm not comfortable in it at all. Especially because of my weight. I'm not extremely fat, but I'm still around 20 pounds overweight and I hate it so much. But I'm friends with a few people who are bigger than me and always gesture to themselves when I mention wanting to lose weight. I get that to them I'm probably thin or something, but to me I'm not. I don't know if they're comfortable in their bodies, they've never mentioned being uncomfortable and I'd be really happy if they were comfortable with themselves. But I'm just not with myself. I just hate how they act like it's so crazy that I want to lose weight because I'm smaller than they are. I don't know, maybe I am being dramatic, but I just want my body to look how I want so I'm more comfortable. Sorry if this sounds ridiculous, I know there are people with worse problems, especially regarding weight.