i know this is not something major, but it really affects my mh. i have no friends that would consider me their top 5 choices. and i swear to god i try to hard to get people to like me. i really do try so hard. and i don’t want a relationship rn, but i always feel..sad when my friends have lots of ppl who have crushes on them, and they talk to guys. literally every one of my friends has someone who likes them. and yeah, nobody has ever had a crush on me. did you guess it? i feel so alone. i mean i know im ugly but ahaha. nobody ever compliments me. i wish someone had a crush on me. i genuinely would force myself to like them & date them, lol. heavy on this. bc ik nb else would like me…that’s how miserable i am. (in the future) i just feel so lonely and ill be moving high schools so ill have to make new friends next year! lol i am so desperate for attention i wanna kms