Men keep raping me in my dreams. This is the third time it’s happened. I don’t know why. Is this my fear of actually being raped? Of the nature of men? Being weak and vulnerable? Did this happen to me when I was little and I forgot about it? Whatever it is, it scares me. My punches are like marshmallows and arms collapse if I try to push them away from me. They always end up on top of me. I’m always forced to see their grotesque face in complete detail before they take me on. It’s disgusting and scary. I don’t wake up crying, but it disturbs me.
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