So for school i have to write down some impactful moments of my life… I remember being friends with my childhood friend. She was so carefree, and those times I would hang out with my sister too. The innocence of childhood… My mom grabbed my hand and threw me outside before deciding to instead grab me and throw me back inside when I wasn’t doing good in math. The pandemic was pretty impactful I’d say. Lots of boredom and stress during that time. I developed intrusive thoughts and suicidal ideations a few years later. Really fucked up my mental state ig. Met a new friend, Kery. Only friend I truly feel comfortable with and might have a little crush on her idk. Had and still have the biggest crush on these two characters that genuinely save my life. Call me cringe but it sometimes helps me. Started feeling bad mentally again. Started sh, attempted twice, and started maladaptive daydreaming and obsessive tendencies. Reflection? Idk my life was good but I still feel like shit