I'm just everyone's problem, i'm just your problem, all of the problems around you, i'm the problem, i give up. Someday, somewhere, in a far away future, when i'll probably be graduated just to make others happy and proud. There, in that future, i'll finally end my life, i'll free myself from these chains of despair and stupidity, it'll be the only way. I don't know if this is ever going to get any attention, if someone will actually care, i just know that as long as this post exists, i'll remember it everyday, it's the only place where i'm finally being honest to myself. Saying the truth, that i'm a depressed, lustful, mean and dumb slut, and that i'll never be worthy of true hapiness. I'll admit it, a huge part of me thinks i'm just being dramatic rn and that everything will be fine in the future, but i don't want it to be fine anymore. A small part of me knows the truth, that i'll die like this, and it'll be deserved. I'll just leave this advice here: Don't lie about being okay.