Sometimes i think i was sexually abused as a young child but don't remember it. I relate to some sexual abuse victims in how they think and act. I've experienced SA in my teens but have been acting like an CSA victim way before that happened. As early as four years old do I remember showing signs. I do my best to work through it but i feel like i'm in limbo. My feelings towards sex have improved but that doesn't mean there in a good place even now