I have involuntary thoughts that go against my morals and it makes me so confused if I’m a good person or not I believe that people of color deserve more justice than they’ve been receiving in this country (Im in the us) and especially in other countries black people are still slaves and mistreated. Asian people especially women are also set with stereotyped personality traits to be expected to show and when they behave just as themself many individuals see it as an excuse to harass or bully them just because they don’t live up to a forced perspective. Im a white man and while people say white people can also deal with racism it’s not at all in the same scale as people of color have experience and so it makes me feel horrible because my mind intrusively thinks up of slurs and insults at random whenever I see POC online. I’ve never said anything I’ve thought of out loud or written out until now but I just don’t know why my mind acts so racistly when I’m against it