im lwk so weird. i talk to older men on snapchat and show them my body, and they usually like it too, so i keep sending them things to make me feel better about myself. idk if it's because i have issues with my parents, or if it's due to my being assaulted earlier, but it's not good. i joke about it with my friends like 'oh some 30 yr old said i look good' or 'this guy made a comment about ____' and it's become a laughing matter. i know im fucked up cuz of this anyway :( it's gotten to the point where i add so many people on snap, and i most likely unadd them of they're my age because they're 'boring'.. whoops.