It has been a tiring week, and I don't know what to do. I want to talk to people pero I have no one. I have this relationship, but I can't even say the things that I'm feeling. Oh god, I have never felt more lonely. My birthday is this month, and it feels like it will be a lonely day. I didn't want to cry on my birth month, but it happened. For the past few weeks, I have been so sensitive. Everything feels like a sharp knife. Why does this happen to me every month? I hate it. I miss people who understands me. I miss people who cares for me. I miss people who will never let me feel lonely. I miss them. I want them to be by my side again. I know they will bring back my spark. For now, I'll endure this hellish life. I want to get back on my feet again. I just want to live a happy life. So please God help me