I rarely go out and my real life friends have abandoned me, probably because they realised I have extreme ego and neurodivergent issues. My roommate threatened to kick me out if I don’t clean up all that junk dumped in my room. I feel bad and embarrassed whenever my roommate’s girlfriend comes over and they kick me out. I have no one to hang out with and no girlfriend to spend time with, so I just go to any nearby pub and spend some alone time with my screen. My only source of entertainment is to spend time online doing weird stuff I’m not sure when will I even get over this loop.