“I’m worried about you two (my sister and me), I should punish you.” Is what my parental figure who is male (yes I don’t even consider him my father anymore, but I can’t say it to his face) said to me and my sister. How stupid. If you’re worried, why don’t you help me, instead of watching and cussing out people who can’t even hear you. Stop bragging about “I can do my laundry while watching things and you can’t!” I’m done. I’m going to cut both of my parents off. When I can. Or either I’m never going to do that and I’ll just end up h*nging myself. Either way I’ll be rid of them. But the thought of h*anging myself makes me feel awful. Leaving behind my friends and my sister makes me feel like a horrible person. I don’t know what to do. I don’t know anymore. What’ll even happen when I die? Will I get reincarnated with better parents? I don’t know. I don’t want to know.