I'm aroace (aromantic and asexual) for starters and desire no relationship... ...but a friend of my friend has suddenly started seeming really attractive to me and it's so annoying because he's all I can think about. I really really think he's an amazing and sweet guy, and his accent is so cute whenever he speaks, the most perfect guy in the world, and I think whoever he may marry in the future is the most lucky person alive, but I don't want to pursue it because I hate the idea of being in a relationship, and I feel like I can't even be friends with him when my brain is like gushing over him. I've been thinking about him non-stop for 2 days now. Get this beautiful, awesome stand-up parasite out of my head, God!
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