Hanged out w frnds today, at their place w two other frnds. We vented, I cried like a baby, after very long, I just let it all out, my makeup was ruined and I looked horrible. We played we listen and we dot judge, my friend confessed having lesbian episodes of me, I confessed to my best friend of my feelings for her, she got uncomfortable but while I joked about wanting a dominant woman she said "if I were lesbian and she wanted a dominant woman then yea" and that kinda made my day, and I also got called an 8/10 by my other friend, that mafe me happy. I'm still getting over the rejection. But now, I wanna love myself, take care of myself, make myself feel pretty. Starting tomorrow I'll start excercise and skin care aswell as hair care. I ... Still like her A big fat lesbian crush , as they say. AND LMAO MY OTHER FRIEND THOUGHT I WAS JOKING ABOUT BEING LESBIAN AND GOT SHOCKED BY THE WE LISTEN AND WE DONT JUDGE THING today was chaotic.. and I forgot my glasses at my crush's place lols