I still feel that there's a lingering feeling between me and the girl I never had the chance to call mine, despite both of us already have a partner for years. We recently saw each other on a mutual friend's birthday party, who's also the reason why we knew each other back then. The way she looked at me, and the way we just stare at each other even for a minute. Her eyes are so deep, it seems that there's a lot of things that she wants to say, you can just see it clearly and it makes me feel like I'm drowning into her. The longing is there. Both of us. Despite of our busy surroundings, I can still feel like something is pulling us together. Everyone is moving faster and my vision focuses on her direction. That feeling you both knew that you have something you never had the chance to start with, which left you feeling like the spark between you has never ended. I always end up thinking about her. c: I was way too late when I confessed, she already had a partner that time.