My friend wants to kill herself. My other friend is cutting to feel seen. I have a stepmom who makes my life horrible through micro aggressions and I don’t know what to do. I feel like no one knows what I feel, because they don’t,(cause I haven’t told them)and it’s not because they won’t care but because I’m afraid that they’ll care and pity me, afraid that they’ll stop telling me things and afraid that I’m going to fuck something up. I want to go talk to my schools “mental health counsellor” but I’m scared she’ll make me talk to my dad and stepmom and I don’t want to make anyone feel bad, I just think I dont want to be a burden. I’ve had this safety pin necklace for years and never worn it after finding out the meaning but I think I want to give it to my friend, I’ve cleaned it and now I just have to find a way to word everything I want to say to her. I don’t know what love feels like and I don’t know if she even feels the same but I think I love her? But idk I don’t want to be wrong