I’m a trans man. I’m incredibly dysphoric, but I still want to be cute and present femininely. People say this means I’m just “a girl trying to be different” so I haven’t told anyone yet. I don’t know what I’m supposed to do I want to be a feminine man and that’s it I don’t want to be a girl or nonbinary. Every day I have to act like a girl or I’ll be a disgrace to the trans community otherwise. I never want to be on testosterone because I think men are unattractive but still, I want to be a boy. No one believes me