I know i cant control it but i feel that my friends are slipping away from me and they really like spending time with another new girl and I know thats their decisions but still it hurts and she was really mean to me at some point and now i really dont like her but its still my problem I guess and I really wish I had someone to talk to about this but no one would listen to me and take me seriously and im so overwhelmed with school and extracurriculars. I want to live up to my parents expectations because theyve worked so hard and i want thier hard work to go to good use so even though i really hate being so alone all the time i have to focus on studies