Im so disgusted. I've known I've been hypersexual for years, but it never gets better. My sister just went through my phone and found out I was talking to boys. I never sent nudes, but i would lead them on. I wouldn't reply to ones who were really weird, but somehow i still feel guilty shes blackmailing me. She says if my mom complains even once about me, she'll tell them I'm so fucking disgusted with myself, and I don't know what to do; I wanna die. my parents get mad at me for stupid small things that arent my fault so i know theyll be mad about this god i dont even know why im still here no matter what i do things only get worse for me i guess i should just kick the bucket.