I work my ass off day and night just for academics but no matter what, I’ve always remained average. I push everything off for my exams, but walk out the room with a 70. The rest of my classmates can just sit on their ass all night, play games, and never even think about exams and end up with a 100. It’s gotten to a point over the years to where it just feels like: “why am I even doing all of this?” I cant help but seethe with jealousy. I hate being the dumb friend. Why must I work hard for average results when everyone can just wake up a genius. It’s honestly so humiliating. I know It’s a small issue, but my grades are my LIFE. Its what’s going to get me places in life. I don’t even know anymore. Im genuinely just so exhausted.
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