Imposter syndrome has really started for me seeing the people I'm around look into jobs with so many thing to put on their CV with amazing grades in difficult subjects to competitions I wish them the best they really deserve any job that comes their way but I just look at myself and think how am I in the same course as them like I'm barely scraping through what I have right now my friends have been silent for weeks and I just look in the mirror and I'm disgusted in myself for existing and taking up someones space who deserves it more just because of luck or the connections I had that I did not earn. But then I look outside I guess like I'm helping run a cool community event, I've volunteered to help people and I'm learning what I can do. I got here maybe not the same route that others did but I'm able to talk about my experiences I found and did myself and put them into practice which is why I am where I am right now and I will prove that I am good enough.