I miss my dad. I miss my dad who didn't have early onset dementia. I hate seeing him like this. not just a different person but sometimes when im watching him smoke, eat, scroll and sleep, its like he's barely live. who am i to decide what counts as living and who am i to whine about this. im so ashamed that i get irritated by him. its not that im angry at you it just hurts to see you like this. im so envious of the families i see around now. i wish my dad was okay. i know to turn to god but im so afraid that i just want to stand still.
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