I have nobody to talk to. I live with my dad, uncle, and grandma. My grandmother is the worst. I don't get attention because she broke her ankle and now I have to do everything for everyone. I don't have the strength for anything nowadays since school is draining the life out of me, I have homework, IXL, and more. She's been doing this ever since I hit puberty, if I wear a skirt she calls it grown or fast, if I wear everything covered up she says I'm scary. She's a total narcissist and religious freak(even if I'm not Christian she highly is). People say I'm like my grandma but I'm not. I hate that old bitch. I want her to die. It sounds toxic and it obviously is, but I mean it this time, no sugarcoating. My friends have everything I always wanted, but I don't say anything. I don't ask for help, I don't even know what they think about me. On top of the daily stress I have are mental breakdowns, each one different like anger, sadness, or in thought. I want a mental illness for attention.