so I’ve been feeling so very drained lately, my grandma passed away tuesday and my boyfriend broke up with me today over my friend helping me bring my sons diaper boxes in because he was running low so after I got off of work my bsf took me to get more. but anyways, I feel like a mess. I wake up still do my motherly duties go to work and come home to bs. I’m not happy. the only thing keeping me going is my son. Idk how I feel idk what’s wrong with me. But I’m so tired so tired of everything I wanna die so bad maybe I’ll be at peace..but my son needs me. i feel so alone tho. all 6 of my close family members that helped raise me are dead. Can you believe that.. within the last 5 years I’ve been to 6 funerals and now it’s gonna be a 7th one. What do I do. yeah I have a few close friends and stuff but mentally I feel so lost and alone. I wasn’t supposed to make it past my 13th bday. So I’m just lost. I pray so much hoping god hears me and helps me find peace. Lord knows I need it.