ever since November of 2025 my mental health has gotten so bad to the point where I haven't been taking care of myself, I haven't showered for a month now... and i haven't brushed my teeth in like 2 in a half month. i get yelled at to take care of myself by my parents, my phones have a downtime, so they turn off at 10 pm, turn back on at 7 am. I really hate living like this, I'm actually planning to do it on December 26th, 2026, I can't handle this shit anymore fuck my life, fuck everything, my life has no meaning, I don't want to say my age but I am under 13, no kid should be going through this, no KID should've been told to kill themselves at EIGHT YEARS old. no kid should go through anything like what I am. my laptop is now my only freedom at night. have a good day/night <3