I just feel like I can't ever do the right thing, I also feel like my parents hate me especially my dad and I'm just stuck, but it's like I'm tired from being tired. I truly can't do anything, I can't leave my parents house, I can't just drop out. I truly want great things for myself in the future and that is what is stopping me from doing anything stupid to an extend, but I still feel tired and sad and depressed like ALL the time. I try to stay joyful and happy at school but whenever I come home I'm just back in that place of pure sadness. It's also my fault, I have definitely done my wrong but right know and for a long moment now I am starting to no longer have the will and strenght to fight I don't know. I'm just so loss but I truly hope and pray that better and happier times are coming. I don't know