I feel so alone, it seems like nobody understands my feelings or passions. I have a lady and I love her, but most times I feel by myself. We never really call, and she has good reason for it but I always feel like I’m the only one insisting on it. Our conversations feel so forced, like I’m wasting her time. She doesn’t love me. I know she doesn’t and she most likely never has. Maybe I’m being selfish, maybe there’s a slim chance she really does care for me but I don’t feel it. She gives more attention to her friends, I get jealous that they can have her attention and free time. I know I’m probably the issue, but I just want someone to care for me. I want to feel loved.
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