i broke up with my boyfriend and i feel like i regret it. ive known him for five years, been dating for 1 1/2 years, and broke up 3 weeks ago. we were long distance the whole time, since we met online. he constantly crossed my boundaries. he watched porn for the first few months of our relationship. he made inappropriate jokes with his friends about women, i never heard them, but when i was around, i could hear them being referenced. but he said he quit porn for me. that he truly loved me. i just dont know. i really dont know. we had been drifting apart over the summer. he rarely called me or texted, and i could tell the inappropriate jokes with his friends were getting worse. but i dont know, was it really that big of a deal? all ive wanted was a partner that respected me and that i truly loved. our relationship fizzled out, but i can tell we still love each other. we always will. which is why it hurts so bad. i dont want someone else, i want him. i want him to just... think.