I honestly can't get close to someone or for them to talk to me or anything. I get attached way too quickly, I had it under control but then this one guy came into my life and gave me the smallest attention now I can let him go, I literally met him at a quince. Fuck, why did I suddenly start caring for people again, was I in depression? No, I'm in depression now, I don't show any emotion, too tired too. Somethings wrong with me.