Genuinely I'm worried that I'm going to kill myself. Several times before I've attempted but each time I've never managed to get as far as fully doing it, cuts never quite deep enough, knots not quite tight enough on an anchor point. I just want to die to the point it's worrying and it leads me to wonder how had nobody even noticed I mean I've done nothing but self-isolate for months now and honestly being away from people helps, no media, no people and no triggers. It can only help so much and that help is starting to dwindle so I doubt I have much longer till I have another severely depressive episode
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