Rant #2563

What is this f*c***' life is this. There is this loneliness inside me that i cannot figure what really is this. Is it because of someone that i've learn to love? She know long ago that i like her but i think i was taken advantage of my feelings about her. Im too good enough to follow and do her requests and also even if we don't regularly talk, my mind still thinking of her. It pisses me off really.