i really don’t know if i can do this anymore i have 2 “friends” irl that i haven’t spoken to outside of school like, ever and i haven’t spoken to anyone but my boyfriend for the past 3 weeks and as much as i love him it is draining me. i just want friends but i find difficulty in starting a conversation nevertheless keeping one going. i am borderline suicidal now and it’s getting worse considering school is starting back up soon and i have to face people again. i just want friends i want one of those friend groups that hang out all the time and go to the shops and thrift together and go to concerts and hang out and smoke i just want people to talk to