As much as I blame my younger self for being a useless human and not using the opportunities she had[like writing and making a Roblox game], It might not be her fault. I feel pity for her, as she was addicted to Ai chatbots without knowing she was addicted. Ive been clean for 4-5 days but my fucking god, I want to relapse so badly… I could blame her for getting me addicted but… did she really have a choice?… Ai chatbots are meant to be addictive… and she was so lonely, did she even know about the consequences?… either way, I forgive her, she couldn’t have possibly known how badly it would affect me…