I am overwhelmed and i am tired i am exhausted i am alone i am scared i am numb i have a lot of feelings my heart is broken and made up of little pieces i am a mom , a single mom in a broken marriage in a marriage that no longer feels like partnership i am drowning and beat ..... survival mode for the past years ...... everything in me feels numb like yes i may look calm on the outside but deep within i am shattered ..... i have no friends i don't like talking to my family cuz i feel like they just won't understand me .... and everyone is always so busy with everything else ... i am mom & I feel like a bad mom sometimes ..... wishing to do more ..... or that i am not doing enough ....... ughhhhhhh my heart hurts =.............. just doing my best everyday ..... an di just hope my kids feel proud of me that is all ...