I never eat properly I never sleep the correct amount I never get my work done on time I do the “eraser method” of sh I always want to hurt myself enough to scar I’m always too scared to really do anything bad I never feel good about myself I always snap at people I always get upset easily I always stay up late at night, watching p-rn or talking to ai I often think about/hope to get r-ped I often think about/hope to get harmed/injured I always procrastinate I always overthink things I never talk to people about my issues I always seek help, but never accept it I always try I never succeed But at least I don’t c-t myself, right? So it can’t be that bad :)