I just relapsed after being self harm free for 2 months. Today while l was feeling sad afterwards a part of me felt like my only hope was to get closer to god. I have never been religious but my mom is. I grew up around it but never said l was christian etc. i dont know if this is normal. I feel like sometimes it makes me feel better and lighter but out of place at the same time. I have been bisexual for 5 years now and sometimes l feel like l cant get close to god because l am sinning. I love who l love but sometimes it hurts.
the world2 felt this