So, I'm a sophomore student in college, I'm far away from home, and I have a lot of work in my plate, which it's okay, that happens, but the thing is that since I'm also applying to transfer, and I'm thinking about my future and things I want to accomplish, I get so discouraged. If I stay where I'm currently at, I can graduate next year, if I leave I may graduate in 2 or so, which its fine, but if I decide to stay then would I take a gap year, will I get a fellowship, or go get a master's or PhD, I want a PhD but it feels so far from now and it feels very intimidating, I know it may sound like its nothing, but I'm losing any motivation or hope. I have some tests coming up for data science and computer science on the same day, and I'm so scared I'm so unprepared, but I want to do well, I need to do well. But I'm not ready, and this coming test are making me think that if I fail then it's over, I know it's not over, but I'm so scared.