Having RSD sucks a lot and I wish it didn’t burden me so much. No response from a few friends in over a month and a few days on others even just asking if they’re ok It feels selfish because then suddenly I’m not ok I worry I did something wrong that someone’s said something because they suddenly mingle with an old ex friend group Even if nothing is happening I wish I didn’t make it such a court trial for benign things even I get busy but I can’t help but over analyze every little thing I do