I'm 14 years old. I've cut myself and literally I can't even clean after the first time (last year, 11/11). I really need to stop but when I tried to forget abt it, automatically something bad will always happen make me break my clean streak. (I get blamed when my parent found out my scars) I'm a girl and I have a passionate for battleships (cool asf), but ppl around me call me that I'm a freak because girls not suitable for playing these things, like I can't even show up my passion?? And because of my passion and my gender, I received a lot of gossip about my passion (and some body shame, etc...). Why is ppl around me so fucking ass, and why they even care abt which gender allow to play smthing that not sounds suitable with their gender.