I hate exams so much. I'm under pressure to get grades. My parents had such high expectations of me that I felt a lot of pressure. I've cried twice already while studying, even though I've only been back in school for a month. I know I need to study because I'm about to change grades, but I feel very uncomfortable, and even wanting a short break while studying for exams makes me feel overwhelmed. I felt like a complete nobody. I'm afraid I'll get a low grade, then get yelled at.. I don't want to at all. My eyes are stinging. My mental state is no longer stable.