i have such a love-hate relationship with sleeping. when i was at my lowest, i could never have a clear mind and whenever i would try to sleep i would stay up for hours just thinking about everything. this led me to force myself to pass out to go to sleep. lately, i have been having such bad nightmares. like the ones where you can't move but it feel's like there's really things happening to you. or like the ones where you gasp for air when waking up. all of this but i'm still going to snooze in the morning because i love to sleep.