Rant #2527

the song "a pearl" by mitski relates to me on a personal level. i dated a girl before and I would always text first, give the compliments, write paragraphs for her i wanted her to give me any compliments back and when she had one of her depressive episodes I felt more pressured to be a comforter to her over and over it drained me i am ruined because of her but I still hope she is okay and I still check in on her