I feel guilty because I don’t feel like I’ll be happy until I can get away from my family. It’s not rly anything crazy but emotional neglect and I feel like my mom leans on me too much and if I try to tell her how i feel she will be like oh so I’m a bad mom and completely miss the point like how do I tell her ur best ( which ik isn’t bc when she wants smth she acc tries ) isn’t enough and I love u but I don’t wanna be anything like you and she’s always like u need to be in school and get a good job so u can take care of us and get nice things like.. and I can’t rly ever be alone bc we share a room