I don’t know who I am anymore I don’t know what to do it feels like I’m receiving punches and nobody likes me as I am and I’ve grown out of teenage to never realise what and who I am truly because it feels like I’m letting everyone down if I don’t try to compromise to their own standards. I love them but I can never be myself without getting negative reactions and if not negative reactions I can never be alone without feeling like I shouldn’t exist. Fuck 20s.