Rant #2512

I can't feel anymore and I can't tell anyone bc they'd just get mad for not telling them sooner but I dont know what to do and all I can think about is fucking drugs. I don't do them but they're all that's on my mind, an escape, to feel something, ANYTHING. I can't tell people what I like or my opinions without the risk of them using it against me, for example: "Why the fuck do you listen to screaming? That's not music!" or "But trump is good! He's trying to fix America!" no, just no, he's a fucking rapist, homophobe, racist and think of any other bad qualities and it's him. Anyways, please try to stay alive, it'll be worth it, even if it doesn't seem like it now, I love you.