since i lost my partner when she cut all contact and moved away out of state right before the start of freshman year i have been abusing stimulants mostly coke but sometimes molly I quit cold turkey 3-4 months ago relapsed a few times but eventually completely quit during the withdrawals i would yell a lot and even though I don't usually break things i made a hole in the wall and my parents ended up taking my door and going through my room they found other things and grounded me took my computer phone and other things I had to beg to get my phone back and they only gave me the rest of my stuff back when i told my cousin and she freaked out on them ive been prescribed zoloft since 8th grade but havent taken it since the start of freshman year and my parents are forcing me to take it now it makes me feel like shit