I want to go back to the psych ward. I went for a 72 hour hold a year ago because of suicidal ideation. No responsibilities, no choices I had to make, no worrying about the outside world, no pretending that I’m okay. I’ve only ever felt at peace when completely disconnected from the outside world. I want to go back and honestly I probably would if it didn’t cost my family so much money. I would just walk into the ER and tell them I want to kill my self again. But I can’t. I don’t want to do that to my loved ones. Whatever
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