I miss my ex so fucking much she used to touch my waist and rub my thigh she used to say I love you I go to sleep thinking about her I am getting to a point where I don't even want to date girls anymore and I wanna die because of how badly I miss her I know i should move on but I honestly i cant and I cant tell anyone I haven't told my parents my friends and a bunch of people I should have told I told one person and that was the biggest mistake of my life i wake up wishing for the end to begin cause I know that I will never love someone as much as I loved her and she loved me the only reason we broke up she needed a break from life and went on a trip to new York to find herself a month later to find her making out with my homegirl in the bathroom I didn't care that much because we broke up a while ago but I didn't realize when we broke up she took a big chunk of my heart with her.-send help ( and a hot gf)