I’m just so fucking upset at the world and everything around me. I hate my fucking job. I hate the people that ask me for shit at my job. I hate the fact that I even have this job. I hate that I’m ungrateful for the job that I have I hate that I don’t know what the fuck to do with my life. I hate that I just know I don’t wanna do this, but I have no idea what to actually do. I hate that I look the way I do. I hate that I am alone and don’t have anybody and have been single for a very long time and I hate that I feel like I have no plan for future safety and then I’m going to have to just rely on myself and I hate that that’s something that I already knew, but I hate that it is a reality that becomes more and more real every day as I continue to not know what the fuck to do and also my parents and family are getting older and I’m an only child and it’s really hard to feel like you don’t have much going on or have no good idea of what the future will even look like