grabe, yung feeling na i'm not even totally okay. can't sleep because of the heaviness i am carrying in (emotionally) pero siya can sleep like a baby na i feel i'm not important talga. he is unbothered man lang sa kung anong nararamdaman koo. yan kasi palibhasa babae ako. I hope someday I can find a man who have an emotional intelligence, na hindi ako hahayaan magsuffer, instead will help me na maregulate ang emotions ko and feel heard man lang. hindi yung ako yung inaattack when i am trying to tell what i really felt